It's About That Time...

This is for all my educators and other school based staff, our struggle is definitely real.

What did Chris Brown say nucca said hell naw fuck naw to be precise!!!!!

Don’t call, text and or email me with the fuckery before the first day of school.

Please feel free to reach out and touch any other staff member but my beige ass. Over here feeling like Escape, who can I run to nobody bish. You'll be back to work damn near as quickly as you blink. SHIT…..this summer just flew by. I remember in the beginning it was so slow and steady.

Judge me if you choose I simply have absolutely no fucks left to care. This….this picture right here was me the evening of June 26th, 2026. So happy that I can wake up on my own damn terms. Sad thing I am in total agreement who feels that school is a prison for children, work is the adult version of the same. It’s all a great big set up why am I up this late? I am kid free enjoying getting back into my writing. Plus the way my brain is setup I am my most creative around these hours.

August I Wasn’t Expecting You This Soon….

Let’s get this clear this is me venting not complaining. I am super blessed, highly favored and grateful to have a job to return to. A lot of folks don’t have that so yes I am grateful with a capital G. I must say that working with students isn’t an easy job, not by far. It takes a certain type of human being a real special kind of heart to teach and empower these kids. I am just not ready to return but who really is. I just feel like they can add another week lol. Yes we get off all the times they do most times we need that rest to rejuvinate.

See I have a Paraprofessional (Para Educator, Teacher’s Assistant) however you choose to c all it fr 13 years now. I love it I truly love what I do because once you start to grown how much they have accomplished with in a year, you want to cry. They become your children because of the bonds you create with them. After all these years I also see why all those paras that would have been excellent teachers never did it. YOU BARELY HAVE A LIFE.

Educators As A Whole Are…. Under paid and NOT valued enough.

I am speaking from experience my experience as a Para and watching the lead teachers I work with. It’s not always about the money but with the way the economy is changing every 2.5 seconds, so should our salary. Yet it’s not and so many Teacher’s went into debt to become a teacher, young and old and its not right. It’s not right that the Janitor of the school can hit six figures before a para or teacher. With know real skills or credentials. Society has us by the balls we are screwed. Rent is at an all time high, food ain’t food anymore. Lab grown meat, veggies and fruits, we don’t know what the hell were eating but it cost two arms and a leg. Don’t let me get into utilities, it’s nice living in a house until all the bills pertaining to it comes around. Water $1000, oil is about the same. Sky high electric bills you name it . Yet and still they refuse to up the wages for none of us. But they want us to work, work, work no sickness, no family I'll, no days off to even check to see how your doing physically. Every filled with appointments.

It Takes A Lot Of Sparkle To be A Paraprofessional…..

With that being said as much as I may be burnt out I simply can’t afford to a career pivot right now. Therefore I have to do what I can to bring happiness & Joy into my life daily. Sitting in the back yard chilling is a great way to start. I will focus on September.